Showing posts with label Autumn. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Autumn. Show all posts

Friday, November 7, 2025

Shivering Earthworm (Poem)

Shivering Earthworm

Everyday I go for a walk
Often along the same path
Through our wooded neighborhood
But today
My eyes caught 
The sight of a shivering earthworm
Barely it could move a millimeter
Clinging very tightly to 
The asphalt rough terrain
Dragging its shriveled desiccated skin
Basking in pale sunshine
On a chilly autumn morn.

Siva -
What a name?
That which is auspicious 
Anywhere, every-where is 
Encapsulated, contained by Him
He is beyond gender,
Beyond man’s imagination
He is supposed to be
Imminent, eminently present
In eight things – rather embodiments
Earth is one of them

The naked, exposed earthworm
Despite feeling extreme cold
Almost at the end of its life
A brief, harmless 
Purely a benevolent existence
Now lonely, without a friend
Asks only one thing
To feel with its intense desire
Once more, last wish
To embrace the bare rocky
Rough, belly scratching surface
Of earthly path
I admire its pure desire
All desires must be pure in their approach
Then they won’t bring sour feelings
Or utter disappointments in their wake
Its last longing to 
Cling, embrace tightly
The kindliest of all
The only One who
Takes us into His hands
At the time of death

There was a time 
A time when I would wonder
Why people in Indian pilgrim centers
(Why they) cover their dark
Deteriorating bone piercing bodies
With white ash;
Roll over their bellies
Or crawl steps with bruised kneecaps
All the way to a Durga temple
A Siva’s abode
Despite terrible bodily pain
Why? Why they do?
No, I never had the slightest contempt
Or slight towards ‘em
Just I did not understand then
Because I was too stuck (thick) with false rationality
Intuition was missing in me, so too was love

But now I can feel
Sacredness in all human struggles
Desires, failures, and triumphs
Inexplicable holiness pervades
The Earth

Would I be able to
Have the same intensity
Purity of attention
In that final moment
To just reflect on
On only one thing
The vast nothingness
Only on Siva, nothing else
Would I be so fortunate?
If not, 
I submit now, immediately
To That
The source of creation
With a silent bow,
With all the eight limbs
Flat as a stick, horizontally on the floor
I remain in total silence.
© by the author 2025

Saturday, November 7, 2020

Farewell To The Autumn

Farewell To The Autumn


This morning

I was idly watching -

Through the inert gas filled insulated 

Double pane glass sliding door

At

The brick red painted deck

The season is slowly turning

Colder and drier by the day

Now in the backyard 

All the trees are nude, baring their brittle

Gray barks and ribbed trunks -

Like the dry skin on my calf

A lone squirrel holding a dry bronze

Maple leaf between its tiny jaws

Perhaps for building home 

For its naked young -

It’s the only silent activity 

I notice from here


But the sour morning mood

And the leady overcast day

Got suddenly lighted 

And buoyed

By a shy blue jay

Pecking at the abandoned pots.

The dried pumpkin vine on the

Electric-blue painted

Wooden parapet appeared inviting too -  

To

The feathered darlings

With open heart; with its stretched out banner

Of large dehydrated circular paper leaves.

The deck with the leftover autumn 

Crispy-potato-chip-like dry leaves

(It)

Is a bit disconcerting to the

Civilized eye with its own rules 

And scales

Of beauty, symmetry, and cleanliness.

Yet

The crested blue jay

And

A pair of slate-colored juncos

Tucking at the dry amaranth seeds

What a glorious morning sight!

Just across the glass door

On the deck we’ve three winged guests

If an average person looks

At our deck – he wouldn’t approve

There is disorder everywhere

The plastic pots from the summer

Kitchen garden

Traces of successful eggplant growth

And a big blue bin with leftovers from

The pumpkin vine

The straw-like rope still hanging 

And piles of dried maple leaves

Yet

There is beauty all around

A beauty sensed by the inner eye

It only got enhanced by my

Avian visitors

You don’t need binoculars

To look at these lovely birds, up so close they’re

There, standing in our warm home

We saw ‘em all

A small downy woodpecker 

The blue jay and the migrating junco couple

Heaven is not what you think,

Dream, or design. 

Heaven happens with what you’ve

With what’s available now

Right now, in front of you

When all life is peaceful around

When nature bears

The weight of seasons without complaint;

Sadly

Man cannot adjust

And live without discordance

And time is slipping away fast

The juncos tell me winter

Is almost here.  © 2020 by the author


Saturday, September 24, 2016

Autumn's Debut (English Translation of శిశిరాగమనము)

Autumn's Debut

It’s coming, the Fall
Coming slowly without a stir
Still her brother isn’t ready
With flute, horn, and the brass
Nor is the caravan of colors ready
Yet
Poets like me
Have seen, nay observed
Your beauties, your enchanting grace
Your shy glances
Yesterday
While returning from the walk
Noticed two tiny silky feathers –
Have the migratory birds started already?
One red maple tree
Turned rouge all over
Won’t it? After all her lover has
Kissed, kissed underneath the blanket
Through the long chilly night
Come my darling
My Gandharva maiden
Blossomed in my sweet dreams
How lucky! What a fortune
No, I don’t feel bad
Missing the Blue Jay of Godavari
Yesterday
A Blue Bird cooed looking at me –
It was calling with a graceful crown
Calling his affectionate mate
“Ti, titi, titi”
Where have they all gone?
All our black, gray, and red
Bushy squirrels?
Now they’re munching on the walnuts
Screeching in between. I too teased
Them with my calls giving ‘em company
No, I did not see the Annapurna peak
Did not climb the Nanga-parbat
Did not fly to the Kailas
All the beauties and majestic graces
Came to me. Now for the coming Dussera
Mums, colorful chrysanthemums would be everywhere
Come, my nature maiden – I’ll decorate you
From head to toe, beckon your brother
The Northern Wind
Let him rise from the North Pole
I’ll pull out my Kashmir shawl
And the tufted woolen cap!
© 2016 అత్రి

(The original Telugu poem was penned on September 15, 2016. September 22nd is the official start of autumn here.)

Thursday, September 22, 2016

శిశిరాగమనము

శిశిరాగమనము

శిశిరం వస్తోంది
వస్తోంది చల్ల చల్లగా, చడీ చప్పుడు లేకుండా
ఇంకా వాళ్ళ అన్నయ్య
సన్నాయి బాకాలు శ్రుతి చేసుకోలేదు
ముస్తాబుకి రంగుల బండి రాలేదు
కాని నాలంటి కవులు
చూచారు, లేదు గమనించారు
నీ అందచందాలు, నీ ముగ్ధ మనోహర  
లావణ్యం, నీ దొంగ చూపులు
నిన్న వాహ్యాళినుంచి వస్తుంటే
రెండు చిన్ని చిన్ని ముద్దు ముద్దు  
పట్టు ఈకలు కనిపించాయి -
ఆప్పుడే ప్రవాస పక్షులు బయలు దేరాయా?
ఒక ఎఱ్ఱ మేపల్ చెట్టంతా
కందిపోయింది! పోదా మరి
వాళ్ళాయన రాత్రంతా ముద్దాడితే?
అందులోనూ చలి దుప్పట్లో దూరి దూరి
రావోయి
నా ప్రియాతి ప్రియ
సుందర స్వప్న గాంధర్వ బాల
ఏమి అదృష్టం ఏమి భాగ్యము
గోదారి పాలపిట్ట లేదని బాధ లేదు
నిన్న నీలపిట్ట కూసింది నన్ను చూచి -
మంచి ఠీవిగా కిరీటంతో
పిలుస్తోంది వాళ్ళ రాగాల చెలికత్తెని
“తీ, తీతి, తీతి
మధ్యన ఎక్కడికి పోయాయి
మా ఉడుతలు?
మా నల్ల, బూడిద, ఎఱ్ఱ బొద్దు ఉడుతలు?
ఇప్పుడు మస్తుగ అక్రోటులు మెక్కుతున్నాయి
కీ కీ అని అరుస్తూ. నేను కూడా అరిచాను
వాటికి తోడుగా
అన్నపూర్ణ శిఖరాగ్రము చూడలేదు
నంగాపర్బత్ ఎక్కలేదు
కైలాసమునకు ఎగరలేదు - అన్ని అందాలు సొగసులూ
నా దగ్గరకు వచ్చాయి. ఇంక మా దసరాకు
చేమంతి పూలే పూలు, రా నా
ముద్దుల ప్రకృతి బాల - ఇక నిన్ను 
సింగారిస్తా ఆపాదమస్తకము,
రమ్మను మీ ప్రభంజన సోదరుని
కదలమను ఉత్తర ధృవం నుంచి 
తీస్తాను నా కశ్మీరు శాలువా
ఉన్ని కుచ్చుల టోపీ

© 2016 తె. వె. రావు