Tuesday, January 15, 2008

All That Glistens...

All that glistens….

All that glistens
Is not soft white jasmine-like snow flake
All that glittering, reflecting, dazzling
Is not pure peaceful happy smooching cotton candy of fresh snow

The brown-black frozen muck on the roadside
The icy shards of salt mixed ice
On the front lawn edges
Not only they pollute the nearby lakes, groundwater
They kill my delicate narcissus next to mailbox
Those hard sub-zero freezing days
A death sentence to the colorful cannas, magnolia
They nip the flower buds of my glorious hydrangea

In these cold cruel winter months
In north, northeast
Or up on the foothills of Himalayas
Either in Kashmir, Kailash
Or on the ghats of Varanasi
The indigent poor scrounging around for a piece of firewood
Few lumps of coal, or yak dung
Just a for few degrees of warmth
To keep the soul and body together snug
Through the long chilly night
Without being devoured by the carbon monoxide

In the metropolis concrete jungle
The hapless hard-hit vagabonds
In summer they are invisible in the landscape
Of tourists, pigeons, and floating populace
Now, stand up like a sore thumb
Trembling on the grill-tops of steam vents next to uninviting buildings
Burying their broken bodies into some crevices
Burrows of blistering biting cold bridge structures
Or, standing close to the traffic auto exhaust
With a card, with a face
The faces, always same despair looking
The cards message same “homeless, jobless veteran”
Yet the souls are different, if one can peep and peer into them
All for what? For naught? For just a discarded scrap of life!

What about the squirrels, rabbits, deer?
White snow cover hides everything
They can't find their nuts, roots
In all this whitewash, wishy-washy snow-white
The deer living by a few bites of burning bush bark
And what about those scrappy moms?
Where will they look for their young’s
Next size winter coats, boots, gloves this season?
In which Santa’s lap? Or Salvation Army’s thrift store?
Or the yellow collection bins “Planet Aid” on roadside
Growing pains for the kids or for their mothers?

And who will pay for harsh punishment of winter utility bills?
And who will arbitrate – which bill to pay first?
For food, children's medicines, or heat bill?
Who will pay the heat? This winter?
The welfare state? Which world are You
Inhabiting? Do You know the reality?
Have You ever stepped into some “government office”?

Be it in love or in just bare body necessities
We, no -You, and Your Civilization
“May yet be defined1 ”
By the cold, often forgotten needy,
Neglected, recycled, crushed
Tattered, torn, bruised, brushed-aside
Brutalized, benign neglected
Innocent, clumsy life’s leftovers
Crushed souls!

Pity, love or life has to be
Defined by what it is not -
Rather than by what it is.

Perhaps, that is why
We've
A “Megha Sandesam2”
“Samson Agonistes”, Dylan Thomas.
©

1. An expression due to Doris Lessing, 2007 Nobel Laureate of Literature
2. A most moving description of loss and pain experienced by a true romantic lover, a poetical work by Kalidasa in Sanskrit.






Thursday, January 10, 2008

Swan Song

Swan Song


In the beginning, that Primal Cause, Siva
His infinite sorrow due to
Dakshayani’s separation and depression -
That compassionate lotus-eyed Vishnu
Dispersed it and splintered it into pieces
With His discus
Today, my (own) Rama is engulfed in grief
Who will console? Me?
That Keats had a young Fanny Brawne
She nicely kept forever as a symbol of memory
“Engagement Ring”
Once, that Nala-Damayanti had a graceful swan
As their messanger
There are swan couples near my house
But they are ‘mute swans’
How can they tell my language and pain?
Then Mirza Ghalib was far away
From the romantic refined culture city of Lucknow
Yet, a romance-filled good hearted
Lily-eyed damsel lived at the end of his street
What a luck?

This bilingual sundry poet –
Some scattered small poems, blogs – just impermanent sand nests
Will be washed away – with the next wave of time
In this Internet, here everything is artificial
Hearts, people, minds, words..
With loss of power/battery,
Everything disappears, gone!
Beautiful Annamayya’s poetic floral garlands
Destroyed, burnt to ahses due to
Careless selfish ignorance
Not even a trace left!

Went outside for a change, to look at nature
Sky full of darkness, filled with formless black clouds
Some indescribable hurt
“This is just water vapor, Sun is above still” said my scientist friend.
Probably it felt my pain with sympathy
‘Bursted forth freezing rain on me’
Nature – forever my darling love
Showers kisses unasked always

What is left here…?
A ‘Ode To Nightingale’, Milton’s poems
Ghalib couplets, blues of Ghantasala
But, no tears, no signs to be seen
Except the fragrance of unwithered bogada flowers
And the delicate scent of kewra
Those are the only poetical foot prints

Now I will relax on the veranda of life
And watch
For a chickadee’s musical laughter
For a shy dainty morning doves couple
Now I shall imagine real poetry
Will enjoy the ‘romance of creation’.

©

(From Hindu mythology: Siva and Dakshayani (later Parvati, His consort). One of the finest romantic stories - between Nala and Damayanti. Lady Damayanti refused to marry even Gods, but opted for Nala. bogada = bullet-wood tree; kewra = Pandanus odortissimus tree known for very aromatic long lasting fragrant flowers. Ghalib was a renowned Urdu and Persian poet who excelled in sensitive lyrical poetry. Annamayya was a 15th century Telugu poet who composed more than 20,000 poems/songs; many of his poems were lost due to negligence. Even today no modern poet can compete with him in sheer volume, rich imagination, or romantic description. This is a translation of Telugu poem by the author)